Monday, 30 July 2012

Black Psychedelia: ‘one of these days I’m going to cut you into pieces’ and other carrion.


I have a problem w/ the term ‘psychedelia’ ; negative associations of a ‘hippie’ falseness, nevertheless my arte is, I know, deeply psychedelic in a true sense, a kind of synaesthesisia, a scrambling, an overload that seeks Samadhi in its primal gush, that will reconnect one with the all, or rather, a ‘black psychedelia’, substituting the elective current, for ‘all’…

And now, what I wish to speak of, the Voltigeurs LP, ‘Carrion’, of which we are deeply proud. We had worried about the worthiness of the material as it was all recorded in one day in the studio, then the release had been subjected to lengthy delays, mainly our fault, an abortive first mastering where overly good studio monitoring had led us to boost wrongly, (also a pharmacological state that was linked to our pleasure thirsting, and possibly not conducive to audial attentiveness) and a remastering that improved on some levels but ‘seemed’ to lose some of the best original sounds... Similarly, the artwork got lost between the original screenprinters, and had to be redone and the secondary printing option seemed to be less ideal… BUT when we received the finished article, it looks beautiful: full of nuance, the glyphs on the front are as alluring, endless and puzzling as we could have ever hoped (it is an embellished copy of a detail (a neck) from a Redon b/w reproduction in a book, of a colour work, that may have been added to by a hand unknown, suggestive of a necklace…) the photograph on the back seems even more beautifully composed and focuses through a succession of ‘framings’ the notion of mirroir as Gateway to other realms, and a smaller obsidian mirroir has become… The black egg (girl w/ serpent), microcosmic cipher of the great work, the figure more sphynxlike, and in the mirroirs depths, more phantasmal glyphs that echo the front covers ones in their tantalising suggestiveness…

And then the SOUND of the LP: magnificent and rich, stately and grand. To return to my original squirming about ‘psychedelia’ I have long had a ‘block’ about some of my favourite formative sounds, namely the beautiful cold power of the best early/mid seventies output of Pink Floyd, but lately with joy we have returned to ‘Obscured by clouds’, ‘Wish you were here’ and, most importantly, ’Meddle’, and it was with surprise and pleasure we heard the unmistakeable heritage of side two of 'Carrion' in Roger Waters’ hypnotic one note basslines and echoes of Dave Gilmours crying guitar lines in the wolfhowls of ‘Sirius’. That our bastard noise could evoke the grandeur of the stars in a similar mode to cold tropes of our ‘progressive’ heroes was an unexpected joy.
(Of course one must almost wholly disregard the opening piece, ‘morning raga’ a slightly failed chaos, though I therefore enjoy the web of meaning set up between sound and a title that in common usage might suggest a healthful positive new dawn, though again I might draw a relation with some of  Pink Floyds self consciously ‘annoying’ pieces (solo pieces on 'ummagumma' etc) that offset the self contained majesty of their most focussed black psychedelic masterpieces (‘one of these days’ and ‘echoes’)).

A strange footnote to all this is the U.S. black metal act Nachtmystium's attempt of a similar alchemy with their recent ‘Black Meddle’ dyptich, 'Assassins' and 'Addicts', a working that we greatly appreciate, though one that works on a more visceral, pop level, for us…

As to the future, our current recordings as ‘Black Sun Roof’ are our most ‘blackly psychedelic’ yet and certainly embrace the malevolent machinery of Floyds ‘Welcome to the machine’ as well as Coil's ‘Musick to play in the dark’ (and it is worth pausing to contemplate the fact that Pink Floyds masterpiece of misanthropy ‘Wish you were here’ is graced, as were all their classic period (70-75) works, by beautiful sleeve artwork created by the Hipgnosis design company, who’s ranks included Coils’ Sleazy, who took the spellbinding photographs, that make up the cold alchemy of that albums ‘four elements’ artworks.)

- Matthew Bower

Wednesday, 11 January 2012

Divers Distractions

Fragments from a Drama:

Ginger: I guess that means we’re mates.
Leroy: I guess so.
G: Can I call you Dad?
L: (Beat) No.
Ginger: o.k. (walks off. Perfectly feigned nonchalance)

Title: ‘NATURAL SELECTION’
Scene: outside the back door. Ginger has caught a young adult rabbit, it is still unharmed. He is holding it and nuzzling its neck. The terrified rabbit is frozen. It must be that playing dead is more effective generally than bolting or fighting, but in this instance those would be its only hope. Slowly, affectionately the neck nuzzle turns to little jaw grips and finally to a powerful bite.Avidly Ginger sucks the warm lifeblood. Close up of the Rabbits all knowing, uncomprehending Eye.
Later: the dead rabbit, decapitated, its head gnawed off.
Cf: Clarice's ‘revealing’ speech in silence of the Lambs.

Three months later:
Leroy enters and begins tenderly washing Gingers head with his soft pink tongue, delicately he soothes his furrows.
Ginger: Thanks mate.
Leroy; (Pause) I’ve been thinking. Mate’s a stupid word, dead common.We’re better than that boy.You can call me ‘Your Highness’.
Ginger: Thanks.(Beat) Dad.


Admonishments, Musings towards an Exigesis:

‘The problem of Evil’
Most people deny their Evil Nature from laziness. It seems ‘better’ to do so: better for them, less ‘harmful’ to others. Most who do embrace their Evil Nature, do nothing of the sort: they are showing off, puffing themselves up (Nietzches surface attractiveness to idiots; cf: battailles ‘Nietzche and the Fascists’ etc.)

‘Left Hand Path’
Most LaVey type BM Satanists have no understanding or gnosis, no Subtlety, they have climbed the first rung of the ladder, and will never go further. Their position is in fact, no different from never having started, or actually, slightly worse.
The ‘correct’ reading of, say, Tantrik texts or Jewish Mysticism is not just a sudden awareness that theAuthor’s ‘warnings’ are not all they seem, it is not as simple as reversing the ‘thou shalt nots’ into ‘do this’.

‘Which Changes?’
Is a ‘contact high’ in fact, the narcotic’s effect spreading beyond the subject and infecting surrounding reality?, Not just effecting people, but surroundings as well. Also I suggest that only the magickally charged narcoticised person can do this, not the gibbering wreck, the trolleyed moron.

‘Zeitgeist’
David Lynch. (TM. Network of meditators ).some of his images come from outside, and he trusts and uses them without judging: something may be there that he has faithfully channelled but knows not, but it HITS YOU LIKE A TSUNAMI, AS IF THE IMPERSONAL UNIVERSE HAS JUST WINKED AT YOU, OR YOU HAVE GLIMSPED BEHIND THE CURTAIN, THE BACKDROP OF ‘INFINITE SPACE’ 
Fire walk with me, is as real as Lovecrafts nightmares (the psychic disturbance, the shared nightmare) The overlooked, too common sign, winking at you, bad taste: drugs, telepathy: Coil, NiN, Déjà vu.
Mephedrone, Sisters of Mercy: gnosis cannot be forced, right time, the universe reminds with a wink so gross, that we initially ignore it, it cannot be. PKD, WE ARE PALMER ELDRITCH tho we worried we were the duped colonists, and, is there a difference? also, end of scanner darkly,  little blue flowers. He has gone so far undercover, method actored, he cannot go back. Remember the episode of colditz, where brit POW feigned madness to win sympathy of guard (who had mad brother) and ultimately, release, however again, he had crossed over into real madness, never to return.
Cf: Nietzsche brings madness upon himself.
VALLEY OF FEAR, IXTLAN.

Coil: ‘Give sanity a longer leash’
Loves Secret Domain

John Keats: ‘Open wide the the mind’s cage door, she’ll dart forth, and cloudward soar,
Break the mesh of Fancy’s silken leash; Quickly break her prison string,
And such joys as these she’ll bring,
Let the winged Fancy roam, Pleasure never is at home’
Ode to Fancy
A hymn to the power of imagination over ‘reality’

- Matthew Bower, January 2012

First attempt at the name

First attempt at the name (5/11)
 
1 vision: on the rock, skull split with light/dark. both flower and gash. yoni, third eye, ajna chakra opening, revealing the black light.

symbol: day of the dead skulls with flowers, skull with gash/fissure/mouth/vulva/flower, at the apex of triangle formed by it and eyes: opening/revealing.
variant: tree/flower grows from split skull

2 word; portmanteau, skullfuck/skullflower
what is live invocation now?: celebration and curse. my celebration is a curse on humanity, my joy their poison.

voudou: guehdhe: celebration of his darkness, via intoxication of the senses, musicke being just one.

- Matthew Bower

Friday, 25 November 2011

Artwerke for sale

Artwerke for sale

I always have pictures to sell, I make more than I need, so please enquire at skullflowertruth@gmail.com if interested. You can view examples of the artwork by clicking on the following link:

http://www.caduceusbooks.com/samattext.htm

Meanwhile, here's a list of upcoming blog subjects for Skullflower Truth. Looking forward to writing them!

  1. Fucked On A Pile of Corpses - a track by track breakdown of titling and intent
  2. The importance of Familiars: helpers, go-betweens, elementals, demon lovers etc
  3. Land of the Dragon: West Yorkshires Geomancical Importance, Viking Blood, Emily Bronte, David Murgatroyd.
  4. Nostalgia for Nuclear Threat: the 1980’s and a seismic psychic disturbance which caused many to dream of Apocalypse and ready themselves through Art and Magick
  5. ‘Allo ‘Allo R.I.P.: Why I miss Music Hall Nazis.
  6. Georges Battaille: "J’accuse": Why the literature and evil chapter on Jean Genet is such a let-down and selling short; and how J.G. achieves the rapport which G.B. misses. 
  7. Funeral Rites: the uneven rebellion of the Feral, and conjuring with memory.
  8. Backs to the Audience: why it might be a good thing; why comment so loud when ‘unconventional’ artists actually do some things ‘differently’??? also to include a piece on ‘Short Sets’
  9. How I made my peace with the Grateful Dead (psychedelia, Airplane, HP Lovecraft)
  10. History’s Wrong Turns: rampant revisionism, the only 20th century political creed that might have saved innumerable natural species from destruction by McDonald’s meat-eating zombies. As endorsed by New Scientist magazine.
Watch this space!

- Matthew Bower

Thursday, 6 October 2011

The Name

Skullflower-the name

I have as far as I remember been dogged by that feeling that I am not ‘real’, that ‘real’ life exists outside somewhere, that I am waiting in some kind of dream, for my life to begin. I think of zen being similar in that we are shocked in to realising that life IS THIS, NOW. I have felt the pain of a barrier between I and some authentic existence, what follows is the account of a flowering, a realisation.

From 85-87 there existed on occasion, something called the group(on cassette covers of rehearsals the name ‘total’ and also ‘young raiders’ were used, without conviction) that existed at various rehearsal rooms in London, sized between 2-5 people, it would make a racket and then cease. When this group had actually gotten to the stage of a couple of studio session, and releasing a record, a NAME was needed.


In the post industrial fallout I was piecing together parts of a personal aesthetic, resonant to this was seeing an exhibition of Mexican day of the dead skulls at the serpentine gallery, London. As a child my three biggest aesthetic/spiritual influences had been: Greek myths and history; especially the Spartans (the boy who had his heart gnawed out by a fox without crying out), the war machinery, decoration, and insignia of the Third Reich, and via the history of the Conquistadores and Cortes, the martial culture of the Aztecs. These skulls with their entwined symbols of death and a sexual flowering linked powerfully with my childhood atavisms of blood and sacrifice (and the Sun, but this is not just the mundane sun that brings light and life; one of the most powerful symbols of my early manhood and my experience of ‘industrial culture’ had been the nigredo, the black sun of alchemy) So the portmanteau word ‘skullflower’ was birthed for me then.

With the group I often felt that somehow we lacked the ‘reality’ that certain totemic groups had for us then, especially the Butthole Surfers, what set them apart from other American noise/rock groups of the time, was a certain unfakeable wildness. Other groups such as Sonic Youth, Big Black had a certain assumed air of name-checking Manson, blue collar violence etc, unable to rid themselves of the feeling of a knowing distance from their subject, (see, like my own worryings about the real, I admired those groups and their ‘success’ and would have wanted it for myself, but KNEW that was a bitter illusion) which meant however wild their sound they didn’t break the barrier, and become WHOLLY OTHER (especially think of Roeg and Cammels ‘Performance’, Turner's block, the necessity of going ‘all the way’ linking here to my childish notions of Aztec sacrifice, and my reading at this time of Bataille's Acephale writing) One thing that struck about the Surfers was they often appeared to be tripping on LSD and embracing the darkest side of that, leaving themselves open to possession and madness (the word Shamanistic has become befouled with new age nonsense, but that is what they were) in a way that made, say the Swans, (and also my previous group, Pure) look like art school performance, always still themselves.

I therefore took LSD in the summer of 87, not something I looked forward to as recreation, and lying crucifix wise, open to the noonday sun above me, on a west Cornish rock outcrop, surrounded by silver spray and waves, the warm rock against my spine, my eyes closed with the sun flooding my brain red, I squeezed my eyes tight (see Salvador Dali ‘Angels’) and the sun went black and exploded in my skull, tearing a fissure, a red purple cunt flower into my brain, whilst black and white lightnings shot up and down my spine. I physically felt this, and subsequently have understood it in terms that my pineal ‘EYE’ opened that day, never to ever totally close again. I felt no doubts, I was as the Christian mystic who had met his God, (except I was not deluded like him, this was really mine, and I was My Own God.) Thus was the Skullflower born, not just as a clever name, but as a real mystical experience.

Having a functioning recording session where the group is all tripping on strong (white lightning) LSD, is not easy, but if we could do that and succeed then I felt the results would be something I could believe in, a received transmission from a place where we weren’t just our regular selves, I needed to bypass what i/we were, didn’t sufficiently trust myself almost, as being worthy of making records.

Needless to say I had epiphanies playing like that, the first track on Birthdeath, I am clinging to a raft, of the beat and then shattering it/everything with bass chords that filled my skull/universe with the blinding white light flash of annihilation (Dalian angels again, Hiroshima, atomic angels). The aftershock of which is that white light and black are one, fused negative existence. Then I’d become aware of the floating wreckage again, the dark sea, objects bobbing about, us, the raft, gripping the metal neck of the bass, I’d tighten myself, braced aaaaannnd RELEASE::::::::::::::!

Not a crossing of the abyss, or into universe b, but an irruption of the volcano, a simueltaneous fusing of universe A and B, a superimposition.

Next: Kali, Choronzon




Matthew Bower 10/2011