Monday, 16 August 2021

Rainbows End...

I have been a little underwhelmed by rainbows lately, On our daily trek down the valley to horses they have been common and fleeting, partial and weak, and mainly served as a reminder of how as a symbol, they have been stolen by the weak and needy as an anodyne happiness emoji. Last nights example started out that way, and then grew in strength and intensity, til it seemed to shimmer and reverberate, I was suddenly struck by how the arch, the grounded arch, the bridge to valhalla, affects me like a 'power-chord' (and again the power-chord is often a risible parody of 'when chords had power') but it happened, in the shimmer was a tingle, a contact high with higher power that contained as much vertigo and fear as pleasure, and in that moment, Beauty, the beautiful Cob, put her head close to mine and I saw the bow arched over her magnificent mythical horsehead, the nearest end of the arc falling between the greensward down by the river, almost as an incandescent physical object piercing the canopy to join the river worth, and Beauty was just letting me know she saw and felt it, and this we share; the Valley, the elements: a rainbow on fire extinguished in the waters that gush down from Gondal. That emily B saw and knew these horse archetypes, Beautys strength (Thor, Freya), Dominos unruliness (Loki) and saw them daily. 








Monday, 2 August 2021

Sweet habit of the blood


Daisy & Angel (& Beauty) 

"A human life, I think, should be well rooted in some spot of a native land, where it may get the love of tender kinship for the face of earth, for the labours men go forth to, for the sounds and accents that haunt it, for whatever will give that early home a familiar unmistakable difference amid the future widening of knowledge: a spot where the definiteness of early memories may be in-wrought with affection, and kindly acquaintance with all neighbours, even to the dogs and donkeys, may spread not by sentimental effort and reflection, but as a sweet habit of the blood. At five years old, mortals are not prepared to be citizens of the world, to be stimulated by abstract nouns, to soar above preference into impartiality; and that prejudice in favour of milk with which we blindly begin, is a type of the way body and soul must get nourished at least for a time. The best introduction to astronomy is to think of the nightly heavens as a little lot of stars belonging to one’s own homestead." George Eliot (
Daniel Deronda)

I was struck by this, as more than ever, this summer, it is those neighbors; the feral cats and goats of cackleshaws, the deer and cobs in the next field, the animal frens who nourish our souls, and we do what we can to help them thrive. Beauty asked us for help, two legs had old infected wounds along with muddy conditions had left her fetlocks stinking and covered with lumps of granulated flesh (a condition we eventually learned was common in the injured warhorses of the first world war). We'd previously been wary of Beauty and, especially her psycho-eyed daughter; Daisy. Daisy was also in foal and due any day. Of course the bad reputation was more based on them not liking screaming kids in their field, defending their patch had become habitual. Their owner had too much other adversity going on, and so we begain washing and treating Beautys legs every evening after feeding our ponehs. Beauty has been so patient, so gentle and easy to help. And after a week Angel, Daisy's foal was born. Perfect miniature awesome equine beauty, and because we visit and help, Daisy is entirely at ease with us around her baby, and we get to watch in awe, as this virgin consciousness totters and runs and spreads the butterfly wings of her foal-mind. It is a Compact, a Bargain, not all are Familiars (linked through blood and family) but all are part of the web, the chain that links us with these dragon-lands.






Friday, 23 July 2021

The Illustrious Forger of Dreams

 is the title of the Max Ernst painting below, and also my adopted solo busking alias
recently a cousin of the bat spirit in the picture has taken up residence in a tiny forest
ruled over by a unicorn statuette and featuring thread cross, spanish moss and a 
porcelain grave flower from the Cimitiere du nord. 









inhaling an old boys dreams

Friday, 2 July 2021

Liberation of the well tuned honeysuckle mind...

I am free....


















New hymn to freedom, and assorted objets d'art
over at skullflower.bandcamp.com
 

Friday, 23 April 2021

Stardust

For Ginger: 

He was stardust and he was golden, and is now and forever in our Garden. 

It's St George's Day, and George said you were a Tyke, and you were....











Tuesday, 6 April 2021

Thank You...

To all who continue to support us in our doomed but fabulous existence that gives sanctuary to nine cats and two horses, (and via the horses, because the fields include, and border, three small woods; a plethora, a host of bats, owls, deer, hedgehogs, foxes). In another life, we'd sometimes play music in, say, London, and be driving back the wearisome M1 the next day, and gradually fields of rape and agribusiness would turn to more rolling fields of green, and as we passed Sheffield, Wakefield there would be the occasional field filled with a riot of piebald cobs, racing each other under aching blue skies, and we were home: Yorkshire Ponies. 

We lived in Bradford where you would still see the rag and bone mans cart pulled by a stolid black and white wise old cob. Then moved to near Emily's Haworth and Sam got to indulge her childhood love of riding, by paying toward the upkeep of Flick, a dignified old mare, living nearby, right by a big housing estate, but with the run of three lovely fields on the north side of the Worth valley. And the Horse friend who made this possible said wouldn't you like your own horse? 

Flicks actual owner was a horse breeder, living in a trailer, up ont'moors, with a shanty town of old stables, and she had a pure bred Arab stallion, who after a life at stud, maybe deserved a regular horses life. Never ridden, seldom led, when I was brought to see him and offer my tuppenworth of opinion, we took him out on the moor road where he pranced and danced and screamed and frightened me and seemed unbiddable, but we spent time in the ramshackle stable grotto with him, and he was relaxed, and Sam was smitten. And the reason he relaxed was the old Cob in the next pen. Fugly was his name, and I'd never seen a wall-eye before, or rather I had, but not known, but one of his was black with white streaks, like a strange gem out of medieval alchemy (a carbuncle, a philosophers stone, a shewstone) and like Psyches Playboy (the fire arab) I agreed to trust. 

Trade secrets: he cost £500, a token fee, less than his castration cost. And although he was a nightmare to walk at first, and we use no blows, no crop; our horses are barefoot and bitless, within six months of him living in our fields, Sam was riding him. 

Three years pass, and there are two huge Cob mares, Beauty and Daisy live in the fields next to ours, and are joined by a gawky cob foal, he is, apparently, a 'weanling' a foal too soon parted from his mother, he was part of a rescue from a neglected herd, who'd ended up scared and alone, tied up all day, so Beauty's owner had re-rescued him, and bequeathed him to the care of her Mares, who tolerate him, but with a fairly relentless discipline. 

This time I am smitten, and learn to whistle quietly so he runs up alone for carrots and treats. I watch him grow all summer, and in midwinter I am ready to try my hand as a gypsy horse trader. One offer, £50, a token fee, she is relieved to lighten responsibilities and knowing he's wanted and will be cared for. Leading him over icy streets, like walking on eggshells, he is terrified, but holds it in; one imploring eye, and the unknowable black egg of his wall eye, turned inward, and gazing beyond, to black yuggoth. Playboy promptly chases him across all three field til Domino leaps a five-bar gate and ends up in the far wood, but, grudgingly accepts, and finally loves in that deep, fierce way that you can love your herd. 

April is the cruelest month, breeding proud stallions of the fire sign, for both Playboy and I were born on 19th April. Amen








Chester feels/orchestrates, the Gyre...




Close to the edge...